I'm getting so close to the end which is exciting and scary. I can't wait to meet our daughter (who still doesn't have a name for sure) and see what she looks like and how her temperament is. I'm also tired of being pregnant and all of the aches and pains that come with it. So far my swelling has been minimal unlike my pregnancy with Luke. However, my back and feet are killing me! On the flip side I'm nervous because I know what is coming this time. I remember the sleepless nights, the anxiety of "Am I doing everything right?," the days without shower, the pain of healing from labor and I don't know if I'm ready for that to start just yet. I feel like I need a good nap first. Then again I remember the love and joy of bonding with a little person Steve and I created and all the misery is worth it. Also, I can drink some wine if I hurry up and have her. Either way, she will come when she gets here and I just have to be patient.
I did have a little scare at the end of last week after working a children's camp. (Never decide to direct a children's camp in summer when you are very pregnant). I got up at the end of the day and realized my pants were wet. Since I was induced with Luke, I don't know what it feels like to have my water break. So, I walked back to my office and googled "how do I know if my water broke." I finally decided that since my pants did not get any wetter then I probably just sat on a towel from one of the campers.
Besides the water breaking scare and the pains, we've continued to try to enjoy our last days as a family of 3 since it will be a while before we can get out and play as a family of four.
| We made a trip to Lynn Meadows |
| Luke had a blast but the trains were his favorite |
| We've been getting in lots of pool time |
| and a little fishing |
| Luke's impression of mamma's belly |
| We celebrated Caiden's 1st birthday |
| partying wore him out |